Nothing in dharma practice is meant to harm you or your life or your future. Dharma practice is like a deafening sound of a thunder that only threatens your ego. Frightens the core of your samsara. So relax and rejoice in your good fortune.
tk
I can totally relate to what TK wrote.
Nothing in Dharma teaches us to do anything bad to ourselves or to others. In fact, it teaches us to become better people.
I also think it is important that we DO SURRENDER our spiritual life to our Guru, Dorje Shugden and Yidam. Otherwise, how would we ever grow and progress in the real sense. As it is with a Guru and Protector and Yidam, we are still progressing at such a slow pace - I dread to imagine what it would be like without a Guru, Protector and Yidam!
Being trapped in samsara, we need some serious help.
By the way, I found an older thread that was posted by TK and Big Uncle in
http://www.dorjeshugden.com/forum/index.php?topic=949.0I wonder if this is the same 5 different mantras of the Dorje Shugden's Five Families. I've extracted them and posted them below for everyone's easy reference.
OM BENZA WIKI BITANA SHANTI SIDDHI HUNG
(Gaining attaimnents through the energy of peaceful Shugden, peace of environment & mind. Harmony in one's abode/dwelling area. Calming of disasters.)
OM BENZA WIKI BITANA AYU SIDDHI HUNG
(Long life/increasing life & healing of disease/protection from diseases)
Ratna Shugden:-
OM BENZA WIKI BITANA PUNYE SIDDHI HUNG
( Gaining great merits and increase of all necessary needs both material and spiritual)
Padma Shugden:-
OM BENZA WIKI BITANA WASHAM KURU HO
(Control of wordly deities, negative people, naga and influencing friends towards the positive)
Karma Shugden:-
OM BENZA WIKI BITANA SHATROO MARAYA PET
(Destruction of obstacles and inner/outer 'enemies')
Please kindly confirm if they are the mantras of the 5 Forms that iloveds is asking for?
It's great to be here as I always get to learn new things and if not, I get a refresher/reminder of the previous things I have learnt. And that is always good and very helpful since my memory is rather bad.
Thank you all for sharing so much with the rest of us here. Deeply appreciated.