Hello all,
I have been an NKT practitioner for about two years now. I have not had the opportunity to receive a Dorje Shugden empowerment, but my main practice is Heart Jewel, which has Dorje Shugden practice in it. I am so glad to have found this website, as it is non-inflammatory and respectful towards both sides of the DS "controversy". Because of all the hateful, angry comments about DS I have read on other websites, my convictions about continuing with the NKT have been shaken at times. I was not aware of any of this when I began attending teachings, and it was very painful when I did find out, as this is my absolute first venture into any type of spiritual practice and my first steps were tentative to say the least. It made me very unsure. In fact, at the beginning I would even skip over the Dorje Shugden parts of my practice, not out of fear of "demons", but out of a wish to avoid controversy. However, I am very much trying to rely on my own experiences, which have been nothing but positive so far. Every practice that I have engaged in thus far have brought me more and more mental peace, and have been quite revolutionary in changing the way I think, for the better.
So, although it is difficult to read all of the warnings about DS, and how it is a negative practice, I will continue on with it, at least until I experience these negative experiences for myself. I wish very much that the controversy could be resolved, and I also wish for peace and happiness for all involved.